Still Here!
I have not updated in a long while, but I am still doggedly pursuing fitness! On May 12, I went on a pretty intensive diet and no, I am not afraid to use the word "diet" even though it is a way I will likely be eating for the rest of my life. To me, diet means the way you eat, not the way you eat for a while. I cut way back on portions and made sure I ate at least something small every 2 hours. Overall calorie intake for the day is targeted to 1800 calories or less, but I actually shoot for 1500 and usually don't pass that limit. I gave up all but 2 diet soft drinks a day, which is a huge decrease, and upped my water intake considerably. I started taking cinnamon and chromium picolinate supplements to regulate my blood sugars.
So far, I have lost 13 pounds and 2 dress sizes since the 12th, which is the most I have ever lost in one dieting attempt. I did not do any exercise until this week when I began doing the time crunch segments of the Extreme Makeover DVD, which are around 30 minutes long. I was really surprised at how much easier it was to do them with the extra weight gone. I look forward to seeing what it is like with even less weight holding me back.
I really look forward to the completion of this process, but it is just that...a process... and it doesn't happen over night. It will likely take me anywhere from many months to a couple of years to get to where I want to be, but I know that I will and that feels good. I have not yet felt a moment of wanting to give up or not pursue this goal any more. I am no longer challenged by heavy cravings or emotional eating responses. That went away after the first 3 days for the most part and the first week almost completely. Now it's just eating to not be hungry any more rather than to satisfy some kind of emotional need or appetite eating. I do quite enjoy the taste of food and eating was very recreational to me, which is how I got to the point where I am now. That means I have to behave differently and find other ways to entertain myself.
I expect to also be doing a great deal of walking this summer, although that has not yet begun. I still do not enjoy exercising, but I know it is vital to my success, so I do it anyway. I figure I can devote 30 minutes a day to becoming more fit and have the remaining hours to do what I actually do want to do.
So that's where I am now in the process.


